Resolution for the rest of the year: I will not tell anyone that I WANT the Online Manager job nor will I tell anyone that I DON’T WANT the Online Manager job. When I go to work, I will work. Period. I’m not sure what I want for myself let alone being able to tell others what I want. Job probably won’t open until January anyway. Although I am 95% sure of a decision, I won’t be called to make it until then.
To that end, I emailed some people I blabbed to yesterday and told them not to spread news around — that I don’t know what I want. Either they’ll find my brutal honesty refreshing or they’ll print the email and hang it on every bulletin board around. I’ll put my money on the former.
Wt: Still haven’t weighed. I think I will on Monday.
Mood: Relieved. Work is what I make it. If I stress, it will be stressful. I’m not expected to know everything anyway.
Work docket: Did online mall, must do Wednesday Hit report for the OC meeting and start Holiday Wishbook.
Lunch: Healthy Choice frozen goo. Must behave.
Afternoon: Rousing walk with Max, then primp up for the return of…
CookieCam: From 3:30 to 7:00ish. Must stop then because of…
Evening: Yoga at 7:30. I missed the last 3 weeks worth because I wasn’t in the mood. But I need the relaxation and stretches now more than ever.